Getting my head straight...

I still think about her. Even as i sit here i can't help but to wonder if this will ever happen. I need to really assess this though. Am i building it up in my mind? Is it really as it seems or have i just created a scenario that can never be lived up to?  Sometimes we all create a false sense of reality to make the things we truely want more tangable.  With that said it's not to say that those thoughts can not be true.  Maybe she is who i think she is. maybe my mind is not eluding me to a false sense of what "is" but merely showing me what could be.