Disconnected….

For the next month i will be disconnected from the world. My phones turned off and i will force myself to stay off of all social networking sites. The reason… i need to recollect myself.  My heart is so full of ache that its almost unbearable.  Sometimes i feel like being a “good” guy just means that it’s that much easier for people to step on you.  I try my hardest to find the good in people and i hope that they can change and be that good person that i see.  It’s not that I'm stupid and don’t see what's happening it’s just that i believe in people to much.  I admit i do get attached way to easily but it’s genuine and i do really care about these girls.  I always seem to find these broken people and i get pulled in.  I feel their pain and i want to try my hardest to help them through the rough time but in the end I'm always the one sitting by myself in my room with a pain in my chest and a tear in my eye.  All i ever wanted was to be able to love someone and feel loved in return. For now i just need to take a breathe and try to find peace. My heart has been broken so many times I'm so sick of this shit.  FUCK!